I had to ring up my bank today, because for some reason my netbanking wasn't working. To confirm who I was I had to give them the answers to 2 secret questions. Well, being a smart arse and writing well, innapropriate thinks backfired on me today. lol

Imagine what it would be like your parents walking in on you having sex, THAT'S how embarassing and uncomfortable it was.

To make it worse the guy cracked up laughing and I swear I was bright red and my cheeks were burning I was that embarassed. I'd have most likely died if I actually KNEW the person.

BUT, in less embarassing and exciting news I got my NCIS and The Office (UK) DVDs today which almost, but not really, made up for that embarassing probably 10 minutes of my life.

I have a think for TV shows lately and I'm trying to think of what TV shows I love that I don't own the boxsets to so I can buy them.

So far I own: BTVS, Absolutely Fabulous, House, Alias, Six Feet Under, Sex and the City, Charmed (I won that though. The books cool but I've never watched the show), The Young Ones...

I KNOW there are more shows I like, oh and I own the Friends boxest but back to more shows I like... I can't think of more I like right now.

I hope I get over my need for more DVDs craving because I'm SUPPOSED to be saving money for my overseas trip at the start of the new year.

It's 2am here so I should get some sleep seeing as I'm going to see both Tropic Thunder and Stepbrothers tomorrow. :D

I hate seeing someone I love cry. I hate the fact more that I'm standing there and I can't do anything about it. I can't make the pain go away, click their eyes dry with my thumb and middle finger.

I feel guilty when I cry. Not for the situation but because someone I love is hurting enough to cry.

My mum hardly ever cries but tonight, right now she's crying and when I asked her if she wanted a hug, she wanted to be alone.

I don't even know why I wrote this here. To get it out maybe? Somewhere that it can't hurt anyone else?

Being an only child and not having friends I can turn to can be hard sometimes. I mean, being an only child has it's advantages when it comes to Christmas... :D But when you need a brother or a sister to talk to they're not there.

I'm sitting here 5 rooms away and there's nothing I can do but sit 5 rooms away wondering which my chest and stomach twisting in knots... It hurts and I can't handle the fact that my mother is probably hurting quadripple that.

jdfhds

Today at work we were yet again talking about something completely random while we were waiting for the chief editor to watch the video and pick it apart like he always does and always makes it worse.

Today's topic was 'childhood crushes'. Most were either actresses, actors, especially James Dean or supermodels.

Who was mine? ( skip the drumroll and click here to find out )

I've have to get some more work done but I will throw the question out there for those on my friends list, who was your childhood crush and your now celebrity crush? If you're game enough to say. :)

First of all, to indroduce myself, my name's Aurelia. :)

I was born in 'Czechoslovakia', meaning I was born before it ceased to exist but moved to Ireland before I could even talk in which I lived up until I was 13. We packed up and moved to London, I got to see two London Christmas' before we moved to Australia when I was almost 16 and I'm still here...

( the rest, under the cut )

I've had the update window open for almost a half hour flicking back and fourth from the other three windows I have open. Photoshop, a folder, one web browser, a movie editing program and occassionally winamp when I don't want to listen to a particular song.

I don't really know what to write. I'm one of those people who likes to be behind the scenes because I'm shy. That's why I sit in front of a computer editing a documentary or directing one rather than star in it.

Well, there's also the fact that I don't want complete strangers looking at me and judging me. I don't have a face for radio or anything just if you're up on the screen, no matter how big people are judging you and that's the truth. Not having an ego doesn't help my situation either.

I'm one of those people who questions everything even if I know it's right. I check everything 10 times and even though I know everything's done I'm still paranoid until it's been confirmed that it is right.

Speaking of getting things done though, I have some editing to do that can't wait.

There will be a decent post here soon! I'm still being fussy with the layout.